Learn how to forgive

Jadi...baru2 ini, 2 bulan yang lalu something yg super duper ga banget happened..so, gw dket banget sm guru gw yg ud ngjr dr gw dr 5-6 taon yg lalu, awalna seh ya biasalah ga dkt ampe gmn then kan lama2 jd dket, deket juga sm dd nya...then all of us likes to share story, every single story about us..hahaha.. Then, gw sm dd nya want to start a business gt, jd EO dah mulai seh sjak smstr 6, eh dpt klien dr Erich, yaitu anak SMAK 3, harus bkin proposal dunk include telp tu artis2 bwt acara cup n prom, eh she didn't even do a single thing, ada seh only accompany me to go there..so all the data is on my side..

After that, in the beginning of the year, our friend, Irene wanna get married and she asked both of us to be the WO, and she would like me as the leader, then the problem start when she asked Irene whether I'm busy or not, and she mad (a lil bit scolding to me) said that if you had a lot of assignment just tell me and I will help you, what happened til she got angry with me, helloww..Then, I gave her job (to write down a bunch of details about the bride and groom for the MC)

Suddenly, she said that she go out from EO, sampe batas waktu yg tdk ditentukan (who the hell she is actually), dy blg g brjuang dl aja ndirian, klo btuh saran y kontek gpp, klo btuh, klo ga, y gpp..(jeez!)

Besoknya nyebar kemana2 klo dy dah kluar n klo ad ap2 jangan kabarin atau tny k dy..(as if I worked improperly), mulai lah kubu2, bilangnya klo g sok kepinteran, trus nanti g mo liad hasil kerja lo gmn, tar g bisa pke baju cakep2, lo pke seragam, trus bilangnya padahal ci irene minta tlgnya k dy dl, bukan k gw (see?)

I do hate her til the most..but I still have to pretend that nothing happen, I do really want to slap her, and said everything I felt to her..

Bener2 nyesel banget deh kenapa y dl bisa percaya banget sm mereka berdua, bukan minta dkungan tp apa slama ini kebaikan gw, smua yg g lakukan tu ga ada hargana d mata mreka?tp ya udah, krn g lbi bijak so bertindak lah lebih bijak..marah ga ada gunanya sama sekali hanya capein n nyakitin hati org lain termasuk Your God..

Apapun yang terjadi itu semua kehendak Tuhan, cause only He knows what is the best for me..and everything did happen for a reason although I still couldn't find what is the reason..the only thing I got now is I can;t trust them anymore...It's hard for me to keep them as my friend, they can't get my trust anymore..really sorry, but this is the best decision for us, I think..